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Choose to be Insane

by The Big Confusion

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    "Choose to be Insane" 2nd limited edition, including
    CD inside a cloth sleeve, unique and handmade, available in Black, Dark blue, Light blue, Sea blue or white denim + physical paper cover / credits cover autographed and numbered by hand by me + digital version including divigal cover art, credits cover art and animated digital cover versión

    2nd limited CD edition is now available as the 1st edition is gone 10 days after its release

    A very BIG THANK YOU to the 25 first people that wanted to "Choose to be Insane"... there's place for others in this mad ship...
    they just need to understand...

    ...YOU CHOOSE...

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1.
The Fire 05:07
Desire, We'll do anything To satisfy our desires Good or bad, 'Cause, we'll do anything To keep feeding that fire, The fire, We all want fo feel Burning inside, Comes out of our souls Lives in each of us And we just cannot hide Nobody Can Escape from the Fire, Desire, this burning desire we all feel burning inside Nobody Can Escape from desire Desire, come and take away my soul Desire, make me feel that I belong Desire, take all my bad thoughts into The Fire, the fire we all want To feel burning inside Desire, come and take away my soul Desire, come and take away my soul Once again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again... Desire, Some desires Can burn you from the inside And you keep feeding that fire, The fire We all want fo feel Burning inside, Nobody Can Escape from desire Desire, come and take away my soul Desire, make me feel that I belong Desire, take all my bad thoughts into The Fire, the fire we all want To feel burning inside Desire, come and take away my soul Desire, come and take away my soul Once again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again... Desire, Some desires Can burn you from the inside Nobody Can Escape from desire
2.
Screaming 03:44
When you feel tricked by life And have to think of things twice to believe Those times we feel like screaming Get away reality In this strange messed up times Things were not quite as we believed These times we feel like screaming Fuck this reality Sometimes we all need a shock Those times we dont give a fuck Those times Some go and pray to the lord To feel pleased Others go out and get a whore on her knees If you're to find out who you are Keep living the way you believe Looking to be free In this strange messed up times Things were not quite as we believed These times we feel like screaming Fuck this reality Some still pray to their lord To feel pleased Others go out and get a whore on her knees If you're to find out which you are Keep living the way you believe Looking to be free Fuck this reality Fuck this reality Sometimes we all need a shock Those times we dont give a fuck In this strange messed up times Things were not quite as we believed These times we feel like screaming Fuck this reality
3.
I know you may not understand The storms inside my head The way I live life The times I felt Like dead I know you may not understand The way I try and try again Like the snake that eats itself The snake is eating its own tail and throws itself out again The snake is eating its own tail and throwing itself out again Throws itself out again Maybe its all inside of my mind I dont know how you'll call it It keeps growing inside me I know you know what I mean Its what makes me feel alive When I loose myself control Maybe youl never understand But I dont need you to Just need you to know how I feel Need you to make me feel real Just need you to know how I feel Need you to make me feel real What can I take to feel real What do you take to feel real I'll take what it takes just to feel I'll take what it takes just to feel Its the way I feel inside I dont know how we'll call it It keeps growing inside me I know you know what I mean Its what makes me feel alive When I loose myself control Maybe youl never understand But I dont need you to
4.
Its hard to get the one thing You're really looking for The one chance, you won't get anymore There's a devil coming to meet you To check if you are looking for your truth Now you found what you were looking for, Are you ready for it? Now you found what you were looking for Can you handle it? You wish things sometimes You know nothing about What do you think about it? The devil's right behind your door And you just oppened it And you are loving it... The one chance, You won't get anymore The one chance, You won't get anymore There's always a devil He's coming to meet you The one chance, You won't get anymore Now you found what you were looking for, Are you ready for it? Now you've got what you wished so much, Can you handle it? You wish things, sometimes You can't get, anyway at all You think you know about it You think you know about it But the devil's right behind your door... The one chance, You won't get anymore
5.
When we feel in love, pain is thing of the others, But we all met in the club of the broken hearted If you think love will make you feel no pain, You better think it again... You wouldn't believe if you knew what is perfect love Maybe is just an illusion we are all living on Pain is part of the life of the lovers All lovers had a broken heart one day Pain is part of the life of the lovers That's why I let you hurt me, when I think of you That's why I let you hurt me, when I think of you Pain is part of the life of all lovers We all keep that illusion to keep our lives going on, Pain is part of the life of all lovers All lovers had a broken heart one day Pain is part of the life of the lovers Thats how you think about it Just stop and think about it That's why I let you hurt me, when I think of you That's why I let you hurt me, when I think of you When I think of you Pain is part of the life of all lovers When I think of you When I think of you You would'nt believe if you knew what is perfect love
6.
I always wanted to play guitars, Then I fell in love with synthsizers Days and nights in a row Lost in presets, between controls Mixing myself with sounds, I let myself go To worlds I didn't even knew Living like a rock star, when you're not one On your pay check, always says, Just for fun, just for fun To be like a rock star, got to feel like one Try to live it if you dont understand, Living like a rock star Until the end, until the end, until the end Just for fun, just for fun Lost in presets, between controls Lost in presets, In this world I thought I knew... Living like a rock star, when you're not one On your pay check, always says Just for fun, just for fun Living like a rock star until the end Living like a rock star, when you're not one On your pay check, always says Just for fun, just for fun
7.
I love the way, you try to be my sex symbol, When you put on your disguise Of an innocent girl I look through you, I see your secret wish I am the secret you dont wan't to admit, I can feel your crush on me I know you want me, to be, a chapter on your history, The one who can fullfill Your deepest strangest fantasies All that you want me to be The way you show it to me I know I am the cat who kills your curiosity I know I am the one who breaks your mental chastity Cause thats what you want me to be Fresh as if was today, the presence of your lascivity Came and changed all I knew as reality I knew it all the time, You couldn't keep your secret inside you I am the most secret desire you hold I look through you, I know your secret wish I am the secret you dont wan't to admit I know you want me to be a chapter in your history, The one who can fullfill your deepest strangest fantasies Yeah, I spotted you I know your secret desire, can see it in your eyes Now i've got you, got you obsessed on me I'm your box of surprises I know your secret desire, I know your secret desire I know I'm your secret desire All that you want me to be... All that you want me to be... All that you want me to be... I know I am the cat who kills your curiosity I know I am the cat who kills your curiosity I can feel your crush on me
8.
Living life in madness, madness you always felt inside Unknow to modern science, not to be classified Feel this kind of madness, like a message inside of your mind Sent from another reality, to this insane theater we call life Choose to jump from a plane, using a parachute you know won't open Choose to be insane, Check if you're ready to enjoy that pain You bet all in your own vicious game When you not really sure you know how to play When you play, you win or loose Make sure you know how to face lost When it gets to you, cause it will get to you It always gets to you So, you choose You choose When you choose to be insane - Get ready cause things will hit you When you choose to be insane - Plans make themselves everyday When you choose to be insane - You don't need to run, Cause you don't want to escape, no When you choose to be in the game - Got to play Got to play, got to play from inside of it Got to play Got to play, got to play from inside of it Got to play Got to play, got to play from inside of it Choose to jump from a plane, using a parachute That you know won't open Feel this kind of madness, like a message inside of your mind Sent from another reality, to this insane theater we call life When you choose to be insane - Got to take ithings as they hit you When you choose to be insane - Plans make themselves everyday When you choose to be insane - You don't need to run, Cause you don't want to escape Now you choose to be in the game - Got to play Got to play, got to play from inside of it Got to play Got to play, got to play from inside of it Got to play from inside of it Choose to jump from a plane, anyway Using a parachute That you know won't open Choose to be insane Check if you're ready to enjoy that pain Check if you're ready to enjoy that pain Check if you're ready to enjoy that pain

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2nd album by The Big Confusion, recorded at Caravan Palace in artistic self-isolation mode during October of the fateful year 2020

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released November 30, 2020

Composed, produced and performed by The Big Confusion
Mixed by Frans Beltran
Digtal Artwork by eduspik and The Big Confusion
Physical version cloth sleeve artwork by HMCardoso
Physical cover and CD design by eduspik
Photography by AX

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▪️Distorted_Sounds
▪️Darkness
▪️Electronic
▪️Noise
▪️Mind_Rapture
▪️Personal_Experimental_Visions

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